Why isn’t this a thing? Why can’t we call-in depressed, like we’d call-in when we have the flu. “Sorry, I can’t come in today. I’m sick.” When they ask what you’re sick with, you can just reply, “life.”
Even my boss thinks I need more time to myself. I’ve been having more and more issues just getting out of bed. I’m so tired of being around people all day every day. I just need a day to myself.
I’ve scheduled this Saturday as a “Cry” day. Everyone should schedule one every now and then, especially if you’re not neurotypical. I have Borderline Personality Disorder and a Panic Disorder. Not fun! Also, I (rarely, but terrifyingly) suffer from flashes of psychosis, which are (thank God!) finally under control.
Some day, you just need to cry, you know. So, Saturday, I am going to be spending the day with netflix and lifetime, eating nothing but vegan junk food (yes, it exists!) and bawling my eyes out, while cuddling my giant, stuffed unicorn. His name is Susan, and he’d like you to respect his life choices.
I’m sorry if my posts about work aren’t posting until late. Unfortunately, the work wifi doesn’t allow me to upload my posts and only saves them as drafts until i can get home to my wifi.
On another note, I’m getting better at the first part of Canon in D! That’s always a plus!
Also, today officially marks day 2 of being a full-fledged vegan! My stomach is in a few knots, but mostly because I was up at 11pm yesterday for work at 1am and I waited until nearly 10am to eat breakfast. My stomach hates when I skip meals.
In my new cookbook, there is a recipe for an Almond Caesar Salad, which I think I might try tomorrow. Why knows? Sounds promising!
I almost forgot…I had a very strange dream last night. I was with some friends and I walked up to my car (which is funny for two reasons: A) I don’t drive, and B) I don’t own a car). I was parallel parked and some asshole behind me was practically on my bumper, so I couldn’t get out. For some reason, though, I wasn’t technically parallel parked. I was only halfway in the actual parking spot and my rear end was hanging into the street. I couldn’t get myself out of the spot, so I asked my friend (who was parked in front of me) to move up some.
For some reason, I got into his car with him, completely abandoning my car, which I apparently forgot to park, because it started rolling backward until the tire hit the curb at about the same time a cop car drove up.
Surprisingly enough, because there was no damage done, I only got a ticket ($250) for driving without a license (because my permit had expired). I texted my best friend and told her about the dream and she asked me if I was thinking about renewing my permit before I went to sleep. I told her no, but that I was thinking about it now! haha
What a strange mind, I have!
Anywho…time for bed! Sweet dreams, y’all!
Evan